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Im a sweet, caring guy with more potential than I have lived up to. I am missing that piece to complete me. Im 32 years old and Ive spent the past years of my life devoted to 3 different women who looking back now, could have given a damn about me. I still have not found my true love. I am currently "in a relationship" that will just not end no matter what I do to try and end it. I am NOT IN IT BECAUSE I WANT TO BE. I do not want to cheat on anyone. I am stuck. I want to find someone new and she will have no choice but to accept it and move on at that point. Im tired of it all and I wish that I could find that one person Ive been looking for all my life. Most women tend to go after the tall, dark handsome guys who seem to have it all, Its many years in life later when they realize how unfaithful he has been and how their lives are upside down that they realize how unhappy they are and decide to move on. Then you end up with a 30-40yo divorcee, most have at this point. Im the kind of guy they look for after that. I have all the love in the world to give but Ive never had a woman who wanted to accept it. they all just wanted me to take care of them, but did nothing for me in return. Each day I wake up across the bed from a woman who doesnt want to lay next to me. Someone who doesnt want to kiss me, someone who doesnt want me to hold her, someone who doesnt want to have anything to do with me. Yet, she doesnt want to get up off her ass and leave because she knows Im a good guy and i take care of her. In my past relationships Ive done everything I could do to hold on to them and not let them stray from me. All it got me was heart broken. I want to find someone who I want to be with, who wants to be with me, and I dont have to worry about her running around. A bit about me: Im 5/9 and 220lbs (not the tall dark handsome guy.) I have struggled with my weight all my life. I need someone who understands or wants to understand how to eat and be more active. Ive only been with women who like to eat everything in sight and sit on their butts all day. I need something different. Im a chubby guy so you have to be okay with that. But Im telling you that I dont want to be. I dont have in case you were wondering. Besides all that I am a business minded person. I am creative and always thinking of new ideas. I run my own business full time. I need someone in my life to help me become more successful. I love music, especially live music. I like movies (except sci fi and horror.) I like to travel, I dont get to much but I want to more often. I like cars. I never get to go but I like to hunt and fish. I love being at the beach, or in the mountains. I love to shoot pool, I wish I had room in my house for a pool table. My favorite time of year is Fall. I love when summer ends and the leaves start to turn. It gets breezy outside and the air becomes crisp. The fair comes to town. Football games start up ROLL TIDE! Halloween is just around the corner, hay rides and spooky things. Hunting season is coming up. Christmas will soon be here. I love those times. I love Saturday and Sunday mornings (even though I work every Saturday now days) but I enjoy them. I like watching those car shows on tv and making plans for the day to go have some fun. I work 6 days a week. Im trying to grow my business and open new ventures as well. I need a partner who is as passionate about becoming successful in life as I am. Im not one of those silver spoon in hand.Im trying to make something of myself from scratch. I never went to college, I never wanted to be in school either. Looking back I should have. But Ive done okay for myself considering. I make sacrifices so that I can be in a better position later. I feel like Ive always been held back from reaching my potential because Ive never had anyone to share my passion with. My family always thought Id amount to something too. I know at the end of the day its my own fault, I spent too much time chasing women because I couldnt find that one Ive been searching for to fulfill me. I want a faithful, devoted and loving wife who enjoys doing things with me, not just being a stick in the mud and in a bad mood all the time. Someone to build a family together and a home, a business and enjoy everything in life we ever wanted. Where are you my love? I have so much to give. I want you and need you in my life. |
